Friday, October 14, 2011
Damn, I think it's over. My relationship that I tried. I know, it happened quickly, all of it. But when you know it's just not right, I guess you have to sever ties. This guy, honestly, he's pretty wonderful. He is a good dad, has an honorable job, is a good friend, but....it is just not right for me. I thought for awhile that it was just that his life was too busy...but I have learned even more about what I need in a relationship, even when I thought there was really no more to learn. You can have a super crazy busy life and still be attentive, I believe. At least, I really hope you can. We gave it a go, but I think our relationship styles are different. Truthfully, I do sort of love him. But can I really be IN LOVE with someone who is not putting out the effort that I want? Should I be? The answer is no. Damn, I think it's over.