Wow that last blog entry was a complete random tangent. Sorry. I get distracted.
I had to confront someone at work today and I chickened out. Well, let me clarify that. Not sure if I chickened out or if I was so afraid that my temper would take over the situation that I politely handed it off to my boss. Confrontation is such a weird thing to us as women. Or maybe its everyone. I used to be pretty ok at it. But then at some point, I started feeling like I wasnt really sure that my opinion mattered. My view of the world is so grey at times that often I am not really all that sure I am right. I mean, who am I? I'm certainly not God and I certainly do not pretend to have all the answers.
But.....one thing I do know....is that at times, I am right, even if only for me in my present circumstances. And sometimes I really am fucking right. And at those times, I deserve to be heard. Even if my boss is the one that has to say it.
Yes, I am still working on it. LOL