Well, I know I only have one follower, but a friend has recently asked me to post, so I guess maybe other people are reading, but don't want to commit? Anyway, so here it is. I havent written lately because my partner in crime, Kevin, and I have split. I needed a minute to digest it all, and feel completely depressed, but now I am back on my feet and feeling pretty good.
Its one of those weird things, but even though I absolutely adore the guy, and he really had become my best friend, I also know, dammit...that he's not good for me. I question myself often about me in relationships in general, because truthfully, I am not sure I am ever really at my best in a relationship. I tend to be great at being alone, I have lots of friends and hobbies and enjoy all of them and as soon as I am in a relationship, its all gone. In this particular case, I was especially off because of some of the issues particular to him.
I am happy to say though, that for the first time ever, it seems that I will remain friends with my ex. He and I are really trying to make that happen. As for me, being single feels great. Yoga several times a week, sewing, spending time with my family and friends again, and generally just looking after me, feels good.